Locked Out

Close your eyes and wait now,
as heart thump
torpedos poison through bloodstream…
gotta stay here, in this moment
its hard though, won’t let you see the
demon thoughts haunt, pull me away…
Eyes find candle flicker
dancing sideways now
then they find you
as light shadows soft on face,
God, never more beautiful,
never more alive,
sexiness screeeaaams silently
sensuality bleeeds brown through eyes,
lost like me,
quiet,
smile
forms
as you watch her stretched out on her back,
shirt pulled up, secret skin exposed
and I see it in her eyes,
and in yours,
as his fingertips search
slow
along the side of her ribs,
she wants them to be yours
and you,
you want them to be hers
round and round belly button
up to ribs thin flesh corners
I know you want your tongue to touch.
I know this is yours right now,
not mine,
I try to look away but come back
to you squirming inside, afraid I see it…
There’s pain in it,
like wax on soft round nipples
shakes me anxious,
tickles
turns me on in places
nothing ever will…
Come closer to me,
tell me about it,
feel my fear invade
blood red life beneath
as I battle
sword swing killing demon thoughts
I’m not naïve or afraid love,
just curious to be the one
close to that part of youyou won’t let me into…